Thursday, August 20, 2009

New Environment

I've started to work in the new company since last wednesday,everything is fine except for one thing,i can't really get along with one colleague.
I'm not really sure what's wrong with him or me?Is it that i've done anything wrong or else,i'm really sure what's his problem anyway,since the 1st day at work,i've tried to talk to him and he's like being so ignorance,i was like what the fuck,so rude?Fine,i guess i'm 1st day at work so i can't really comment much on this.
But after working for like one week over there,things are not improving either,just now i said to him "Wah,so early eat rice d?",i was talking in front of him,and he acted like i wasn't there and he kept quiet,i was like what the fuck?am i invisible,fine..i'll just fuck off then,i'm really pissed with this kind of attitude,i duno what's wrong with him anyway,it's like people is trying to befriend and he acted so strangely.Don't really know what's going on,just fuck it.Not making friend with one person in the shop doesn't gonna make any difference.So just fuck off.
I'm getting along with others of course,just him,not really sure what's his problem,or perhaps mine,but i'm new overthere,what can i do to pissed him off?
Not really sure,anyway,just fuck it.
Anyway,the working environment is not bad except there's alot of "seafoods" around,but luckily they're not on the ground floor.I'm still in SONY,but different employer.Still not bad just that working hour is longer compared to my previous employer,but who cares?as long as its better than the previous one,i'm really fine with it,since i'm so free right now.Staying at home makes me rot,but working makes me miss my home's bed so much,and my PC of course,hehe.
I've been so lazy to blog recently,will update when i feel like i wanted to.
Cheers!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

What to do

what should i do?
i really don't get it,why do you had to act emotionally everytime?There's always a solution to everything right?But instead you had to get mad,slam things,talk pathetically,what is wrong with you?
i tried to kept quiet,but you're still doing it..Blame it all on me then,i shouldn't have bought it at the 1st place, i shouldn't have brought it to your house,i shouldn't have to do all this shits that day at the pet shop to made you happy.Its just so pathetic.
You can't cool yourself down,fine..i kept quiet,but you're still acting the way you are,i so pissed off that moment.That's why i don't feel like talking,i don't feeling saying anything,i don't feel like saying sorry anymore..
i'm tired of apologizing..
Clear your mind before you talk to me,as today will be the day that i'll act cruelly.I don't give a damn anymore..Just clear yourself before you talk to me..