Sunday, October 14, 2007

boring day...or maybe not fun at all


Debby the AUDI..!!haha...

haih...not sure wheter 2day was a happy day or not...but anyway,hangout with my college's friends...snap a few snapshots just now...enjoy...a whole new me...haha..or maybe not??
who knows?



its me...haha...looks so blurry..




from the left...JAE MIN-YEE WEI-KOK YANG

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Dead end

haizzz...2moro's the deadline for english assignment,but i still haven't touch anything yet...shit..shit shit....guess gonna pass up on tuesday...quite a boring day for me 2day...as nothing much specials happen...good nite

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

good night

haiz...moral moral moral....how am i suppose to answer the test?

haha...nevermind lar...jus take what is granted for taken....so boring...

going to sleep d soon...good night everbody...

and happy lantern or moon cake festival to everybody...enjoy the nice moon...and enjoy your day..

GOOD NIGHT!!!!!

another test

arghhhh..another test for me...GOD!!!!kill me please...

haih,what to do?as a student...guess that the job for students...haha...
wish me luck anyway!!!!

not sure wheter can make it or not?the test is on 2moro...so nervous...MORAL EDUCATION...
haih....so sad...

write again when i'm free..going to study again now...c ya...

In between

trying to be genuine was harder than it seems,
somehow i got caught up in between,
let me apologize to begin with....
fakers around,piracy,censorship,ethical problems,pretenders,and all the craps...
why all this exist in Malaysia,in Penang...seriously,it should be gone forever...but wad to do?BOW TO ALL THE FUKING PDRM due to their "technical difficulties"bribery around...taking people's hard earn money..is this what a police should do?
CRAP.....

Sunday, September 23, 2007

360 or ipod or Sony?

arghh....can anybody tell me wheter i should purchase and ipod,xbox 360 or sony's mp3 player...

i had no idea for wad i wanna buy...

i want it all if can...haha...

thats imposible i guess...

drop me some comment......
ipod.....


xbox 360


OR this

Sony's Mp3 player!!!!!

OMG OMG

oh my god..
2day was so god damn boring as i wasn't working,wasn't going anywhere..crap...

Where else for me to go?Gurney?Queensbay?
arghh...decided to go queensbay...at least better than gurney,as gurney became so lousy nowadays..i mean boring..haha
hang out at queensbay for some times,walk around,looking for stuff,peeking for hot chicks,what else to do?As u know,penang was just a small island..

Had dinner with my supervisor and Yang..ate quite alot...a plate full of rice,a few pieces of pizza...haha...feel so kiap..
after that went back home...nth much to do...
feel so boring..
time for me to go into the dreamworld...
good nite everybody...

Feel free to drop me any comment
cause i know my blog is very kiap or should i say boring instead...

Thursday, September 20, 2007

failure

OMG OMG OMG!!!!i din study for my test..crap..what i write is crap..shit!!!
i think i'm gonna fail.by the way,its just a test,why care so much...enjoy!!!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i'm back once again


haha...hihi..
i'm back once again...bought a new tee 2day,guess i'm gonna broke soon...haih..
i skipped my class 2day for no reason,don't know wad's gonna happpen if my dad figures it out..
haih,i still got tons of assignment to complete..damn hate short sem..why they create this short sem???idiotic college!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Confused...really confused

i'm so confuse,really,confuse about the way u treat me....i'm so doubt about the words u said to me,u said that u really liked me before,i'm confuse bout wad u wrote in ur msn"since when i fall in love with you,偷偷的喜欢"who does you mean to?another guy is it?or me?i'm confuse,should i continue loving you or give up instead?i wanted to say i dont love you,but i just cant lie to myself that i am,i am still loving you......after we broke up,u pretended like nothing had happend,how could you do that?is that really you?when u go,would you even turn to say,i dont love you like i did yesterday....the hardest part for me is leaving you.....u really liked me before?what you said to me is all sincere?or just a lie?anybody can tell me?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Home coming

haha...jus come back from gurney not long ago..wow,was a tired day thou....watched a movie titled" TO SIR,WITH LOVE",storyline is confusing,quite scary(for me)...haha...in the end,duno wads that movie all about....dang.....haha,jus meet up wid zoey and she gave me a present..i quite like it,haha...thanks alot...and met wid fen fen also...haha....gotta rest for a while now...haha

Tired

phew,wad a tired after coming back from college...
wad a nice day for me,cos lecturer takes a medical leave,and my class finish at 12...woo hoo...
and i think now except waiting for my friends to call me,theres nothing else i'll do...haha...ok,write summore 2nite....
hav a nice day everybody....

Disenchanted

Well i was there on the day,
we sold the cause for the queen,
and when my lights all went out,
we watched our lives on the screen,
i hate the ending myself,
but it started with an alright scene,

it was a roar of the crowd,
that gave me heartache to sing,
it was a lie when they smile,
and said"you wont feel a thing",
and as we ran from the cops,
we laughed so hard it would sting,

if i'm so wrong(so wrong,so wrong),
how can u listen it all night long,
now will it matter after i'm gone?
because you never learned a goddamned thing,

you're just a sad song,with nothing to say,
about a life long,wait for a hospital stay,
and if u think that i'm wrong,
this never meant nothing to you,

i spent my high school carreer,
spit on and shoved to agree,
so i could watch all my heroes,
sell a car on tv,
bring out the old guilotine,
we'll show em what we all mean,

so go,go away,just go,run away,
but where did you run to?and where did you hide?
go find another way,price you pay...

its a sad song..as it describes my feelings right now..

Monday, June 11, 2007

Torn Apart

i woke up in fear,saw sumthing awful,in my disgrace,stuck in my head again,i've given up,i'm sick of living,people said ghost are scary,but i think that humans are scarier than ghost,i'm suffocating,tell me what the fuck is wrong,though i'm focused,but i'm scared and not prepared,i'm fragile,when you feel empty,keep me in you memory and leave out all the rest...i cant forget,i cant put it down as i was a fragile person..as usual,i was jus a lonely person who walks the street alone with nobody besides me...i'm bleeding,my heart is torn apart by the words that you spoke,its as sharp as razor blades that cut through everything,i've been cut through..i should trust nobody anymore...as i was meant for myself,i'm the only one that i should believe in....

Saturday, May 5, 2007

always lefted out

why i was always lefted out alone?why cant just reply me when i tok t you?i just tried to be good with you,i just tried to comfort you from the pain you've gain when u breakup with your boyfriend,i just trying to be good with you although i may seems to be a stranger to you,but i aint having anybad intention,just trying to be good with you,thats all.......i'm not the one who carries the bad intention all the times,doesn't mean that every stranger have bad intention,although my hair looks abit naughty,but my heart is just a normal and kind person,i'm not trying to exesscerate myself,if i was having a bad intention towards you,why would i comfort you while u break up with your boyfriend?that time i should hav jus tell you that just break up with him if i was a bad person..........................whatever......

Thursday, May 3, 2007

An entirely new school life

good morning everybody,2day was a nervous day for me,because i'm going to college soon,its starting at 9.00 a.m. .......so nervous because i don't really know what to do over there....an entirely new friends to meet,new enviroment,haha.....don't know how will it be going..will things get out of order????haha...see ya...

i THINK?

i think i've fall in love woth you,i cant seems to stop caring you,i cant seems to stop myself from missing you,why would i do that if i don't love you?all the while i don't dare to take any actions because of you're having a boyfriend,but now,you're already break up with you boyfriend..and you told me,i tried to care about you,i tried to be your listener,i tried to soft to you while i was talking to you...i've tried my best to do everything for you....shall i confess to you my feeling towards you?let me be the one that can take care of you,let me be the one that 'll aways be by your side whenever you needed me....i'll be the one for you....

Monday, April 23, 2007

i'm just a kid

i'm just a kid,my life was a nightmare after all....since i've already grown up,but why they still controlling me as if i was a 12 years old kiddo....i really don't understand how they think and what are they thinking......i'm just a kid,nobody cares cos i'm alone in the world and having more fun than me....every night was my worse night ever......nobody wants to be alone in the world...me neither...haihs,college's life starting soon,so nearvous and an awating momment for me...guess i'll stop typing for nw,good nite everybody...have a nice dream....

Saturday, April 21, 2007

nth much

as usual,nth much happens 2day..just feel so lucky cos 2day i just sold 6 watches and a bijoux...hehe,feel so proud of myself,or should i say that"maybe i was just lucky"haha...yea maybe....planing to buy myself and XXL chrono watch,but should i buy that 1st or levi's jeans 1st?somebody help me to decide ok ma?thanks so much for my tracy sis and flik bro......will remember you all,will be back even when i studying in my college.....thanks everybody in swatch queensbay...

Thursday, April 19, 2007

new shoes....


yay,going to have my new shoe soon...looking forward for that day to come...

2day was a tired day,its been a long time since i went for a swim..

i think it was a story of 2-3 years back then....hehe...anyway,have a look at the pics of my new shoes.....have a nice day everybody....

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Afraid

i'm so afraid to make the 1st move,just a touch and we could cross the line,and everytime she's near,i never wanna let her go,should i confess to her whats beneath my heart?why dont i let her know?why don't i show her?what would she say?i wonder would she just turn away and leave or she would promise me that she's here to stay?it hurts me to wait,i keep asking myself why am i so coward?if i never confess,she'll never know how i feel,should i confess?

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker,why u always wanted to be a heartbreaker instead of me?why u always wanted to made me feel dissapointed?i'm sad when i cant sms u or call u,i'm depress when i couldn't reach you....i'd do anything for you in exchage of holding you in my arms,to try to make you laugh...will you remember me because i know that i won't forget you..many things was left unsaid,but i'll try my best to tell you the truth.....i'd do anything to make you smile.....i'll always be right beside you....

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Distance

why am i always concern about you even i am your nobody?why do i get hurt for nothing?i just wanted to be a sunshine of your life,i just wanted to be your garderner while you're the cactus thats hurting me,even if it hurts,i still will continue hugging you,watering you,giving sunshine to you,just wanted to let you know that i'll always be with you when you needed me,but i don't have the guts to tel you the truth,i'm not brave enough,forgive me being so coward...because i was always the cowards after all....i may dont have the guts to tell you,but i just wanted to say it here,i REALLY LIKE YOU SO MUCH.....


Just To Show It To YOU..ITS a GIFT FROM ME...HOPE YOU'LL APPRECIATE IT



Friday, April 6, 2007

Unlucky day

haih,i think that 2day was an unlucky day for me...woke up in the morning and after bath,sudenly started to sneeze,duno y?maybe i was sensitive to the air condition around...but that doesn'nt stop till now,its been the whole day already,felling not well....throats arent so clear,haih.....hope to get well soon.....

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

torn up day...


i was so damn tired because of my damn colleuge..so damn hate hers....whenever the shops wasnt having any customers,or even wid customers,she'll just went into the storeoom and just laid there,so damn hate her,and made me do the job for her as well...we all get the same pay,so why do i have to do the jobs of 2 person?unless i get extra....damn it....and thanks for my supervisor sister and assistant brother,thank you both for always take care of me..
wad am i thinking actually?haih..so sad....