Confused...really confused

i'm so confuse,really,confuse about the way u treat me....i'm so doubt about the words u said to me,u said that u really liked me before,i'm confuse bout wad u wrote in ur msn"since when i fall in love with you,偷偷的喜欢"who does you mean to?another guy is it?or me?i'm confuse,should i continue loving you or give up instead?i wanted to say i dont love you,but i just cant lie to myself that i am,i am still loving you......after we broke up,u pretended like nothing had happend,how could you do that?is that really you?when u go,would you even turn to say,i dont love you like i did yesterday....the hardest part for me is leaving you.....u really liked me before?what you said to me is all sincere?or just a lie?anybody can tell me?