Confused...really confused

i'm so confuse,really,confuse about the way u treat me....i'm so doubt about the words u said to me,u said that u really liked me before,i'm confuse bout wad u wrote in ur msn"since when i fall in love with you,偷偷的喜欢"who does you mean to?another guy is it?or me?i'm confuse,should i continue loving you or give up instead?i wanted to say i dont love you,but i just cant lie to myself that i am,i am still loving you......after we broke up,u pretended like nothing had happend,how could you do that?is that really you?when u go,would you even turn to say,i dont love you like i did yesterday....the hardest part for me is leaving you.....u really liked me before?what you said to me is all sincere?or just a lie?anybody can tell me?

Home coming

haha...jus come back from gurney not long ago..wow,was a tired day thou....watched a movie titled" TO SIR,WITH LOVE",storyline is confusing,quite scary(for me)...haha...in the end,duno wads that movie all about....dang.....haha,jus meet up wid zoey and she gave me a present..i quite like it,haha...thanks alot...and met wid fen fen also...haha....gotta rest for a while now...haha

Tired

phew,wad a tired after coming back from college...
wad a nice day for me,cos lecturer takes a medical leave,and my class finish at 12...woo hoo...
and i think now except waiting for my friends to call me,theres nothing else i'll do...haha...ok,write summore 2nite....
hav a nice day everybody....

Disenchanted

Well i was there on the day,
we sold the cause for the queen,
and when my lights all went out,
we watched our lives on the screen,
i hate the ending myself,
but it started with an alright scene,

it was a roar of the crowd,
that gave me heartache to sing,
it was a lie when they smile,
and said"you wont feel a thing",
and as we ran from the cops,
we laughed so hard it would sting,

if i'm so wrong(so wrong,so wrong),
how can u listen it all night long,
now will it matter after i'm gone?
because you never learned a goddamned thing,

you're just a sad song,with nothing to say,
about a life long,wait for a hospital stay,
and if u think that i'm wrong,
this never meant nothing to you,

i spent my high school carreer,
spit on and shoved to agree,
so i could watch all my heroes,
sell a car on tv,
bring out the old guilotine,
we'll show em what we all mean,

so go,go away,just go,run away,
but where did you run to?and where did you hide?
go find another way,price you pay...

its a sad song..as it describes my feelings right now..

Torn Apart

i woke up in fear,saw sumthing awful,in my disgrace,stuck in my head again,i've given up,i'm sick of living,people said ghost are scary,but i think that humans are scarier than ghost,i'm suffocating,tell me what the fuck is wrong,though i'm focused,but i'm scared and not prepared,i'm fragile,when you feel empty,keep me in you memory and leave out all the rest...i cant forget,i cant put it down as i was a fragile person..as usual,i was jus a lonely person who walks the street alone with nobody besides me...i'm bleeding,my heart is torn apart by the words that you spoke,its as sharp as razor blades that cut through everything,i've been cut through..i should trust nobody anymore...as i was meant for myself,i'm the only one that i should believe in....