Hardware Freako

Oh my god,
i'm slowly realizing that i've become one of those who loves hardware so much,
i've been reading review day and night,
i've been searching and comparing prices everywhere,
i love em....
oh my god....the performance and the temptation of owning it attracts me so so much,
damn it....
its so tempting...
oh crap...you're having your Final soon YeeWei...stop thinking all this crap....
argh...damn....

Depressed

I'm sick of everything..
Stop annoying me..
i'm sicked of you,i'm sicked of me,i'm sicked of the tension...
Why everything is causing me trouble?
Education,Cash,Emotions....
Damn,i just cant get a hold of myself...
I wanna runaway..
I wanna be in another place,
I need a place to rest...
Fuck everything...Fuck Me...Fuck Off...Fuck this..Fuck That..
I'm sicked of this life.....

Once Again my friend

Its been a long time since i've met my old friend...
Today, my friend called me and asked whether i wanted to go hiking or not? and I answered yes since i'm feeling better.
And i called another old friend of mine and asked whether he wanna join,and he answered me yes as well....
Then 3 of us gathered and went to Youth Park and hike till halfway...lol..
Its really been a long time since the 3 of us gathered...
Kok Yang....you're like lost contact with the world...lol..you're so near to me yet so far..
Tze Chuan..you're far from us...but we'll miss you always..haha...
I see chuan i think once a year..haha..but kok yang should be always i guess..
We should hang out always you know?I know you'all since high school form 1 for kok yang and form 3 for tze chuan...i think its been like at least 5-6 years i guess...both of you are good friends of mine...I love you all..
Its been a long time...long long time..i hope the 3 of us can always gather and have fun around...anywhere,anytime...Hope we don't lose contact from each others...
Friends Forever!!!! i know it sounds lame...But its true...I hope we can..

Forfeit the game or?

"Forfeit the game,
Before somebody else takes you outta the frame,
and put your name to the shame,
The pace is too fast you just won't last"-by Linkin Park-Meteora-Points of Authorities

Should i forfeit the game?
i'm thinking to do so...
Am i giving up to early?
I didn't even get in the game...
Can i do it?
Or not?
Wish i could find a way to disappear,
Over and Over again...
Everything that i'm thinking is bringing one step closer to the edge of falling down...
Am i paranoid?
Argh....wish that i could stop thinking...wish that nothing in this world concerns me...
Haiz......i'ma stop writing here and get my ass back to study...
Damn...OMFG...here it goes..another test tomorrow....
Wish me Luck....
See Ya.....

I'm getting better

I'm getting better after a few shots of medicine the doctor gave me..
I hate medicines,but what to do?its a must in order for me to get well..
I'm feeling a bit "light" right now..i'm turning in my graphic project tomorrow and system analysis project on Friday.But dang,i'm still having a freaking test on Saturday,which i feared the most,VB coding..i hate coding,its like an Add Math for me..i'm suck at math,i'm suck at coding..
But i'm in the IT course,i have to love it in order for me to survive..Gosh...
The stumble in my life is i'm always lazy..i'm always slacking..
Gosh...Please Help me!!!!
Someone Enlighten me please?
There's only 3 more weeks for me...damn it..
Use it well or i'm gonna sit for resit paper..damn it..!!!
YeeWei!!!! Study Harder ok?

i'm down

Argh...i'm downed....
i'm sicked while having tons of assignments,projects that's still incomplete...
i'm sad...i'm pressured..
Who's gonna be my savior?
My guess is that no one?
The best savior is still myself...
Project's due date is tomorrow and Friday,but it's still incomplete..
What am i gonna do?
I don't have the mood to do so...I'm feeling so sick..
My head is damn freaking heavy..
I can't think...I guess i screwed my test earlier,although its an open book test,
But still i don't have the mood to do so...
What the heck am i doing?

Life

Life is:
beautiful when you enjoy it,
tough when are down,
a personal experience that no one could understand except yourself,
sweet when u found yourself a true love,
a mystery,you won't know when it'll end,enjoy life,appreciate it!!!
is not full of misery,
a diary about yourself,
worthless when you're not appreciating it,
fun,worth living!!!!!

There's still many things you can do to enjoy your life,
You don't have to be rich in order for you to be happy,
Even a poor person can afford happiness,
Why not you?
Life doesn't end even if you're boyfriend or girlfriend leaves you(you don't have to suicide..freaking retarded asshole who doesn't appreciate your life)
Some people just died when they're coming out from their mom's stomach,
Since you have the option to enjoy it,Live it...Why end it?
Some people wait a lifetime for just a moment like this..Think about it people..Appreciate your life!!!!!!

Cheers!!!
I know..my blog is kinda boring...what else can i write?
haha....enlighten me please?

Devil May Cry

<--------------------as usual,the main screen!!! Woo hoo...get my hands a pirated copy of DMC4...i gotta admit that it was awesome.. It looks even better on the PC version..compared to 360 and PS3... So,PC is still the best machines for gaming...But the cost to own a high end Rig is ridiculous.. So,enjoy the screen shots of the PC version..It looks so much better than the previous serious..!!!
Dante in trickster style with Devil Trigger on...Cool!!!




Dante versus Agnus...




Benchmarking my PC..woah..claps for getting this kind of FPS on such Rig!!!

The world is fair or not?

The world is fair,
Isn't it?
People who born imperfectly work hard for what they wished for, and they earned it,
But what about those who doesn't?Like you?Like me?
Yea,i admit, i've always dream of being a rich guy,having a perfect babes,unlimited cash.
Is this all possible? Yea,it is..As long as you work hard...Just like those,they can do it,why not us?
We're born perfectly,we're not short of anything,whatever they can accomplish,we can as well right?
The world is fair,You work it out,You got it!!!
It is fair...
Whenever you're depressed or down,stop thinking that the world is unfair,think about what have you done?Good things?Bad Things?Work hard enough?
Whatever things you've done will always comes with consequences,no matter its a good one or bad...
Take control of your life with a cool and clear mindset,don't let a ruined mindset spoil your life...
Cheers!!!!
I know what i write here might sound stupid,whatever it is...its up to your belief..
I can't judge the world is fair or unfair?
I'm just saying that i belief that there's always justice in the world.
God won't let you down...(i'm not a christian!!!!)lol...

I am bad,i'm a heartbreaker

I'm bad,
I'm a heart breaker,
I've made tons of mistakes,
Can i revert it back to the way it was?
I've let you down,
But you're always there when i was frown,
I'm sorry,
i'm always saying sorry,
I'm always weak,I couldn't be there when u needed me,
I'm sorry,
I'm a heartbreaker....I'm bad.....
I'm sorry to those who've been hurt by me,neither by my words or my attitude...
I sincerely apologize to you all...
I just wanted to have a good friends that can talk and share everything with me..
i don't mean to hurt anyone..maybe my way of doing things was wrong?
or maybe i'm a gifted heart breaker...
Anyway...I hereby sincerely apologize to my girl and my friends..
if i did anything that makes u feel bad, scold me or hit me..whichever makes u feel better...
I AM SORRY EVERYONE....I'm just trying to be a better man...

Cool Things

Yay...Finally i've complated my download of Devil Macy Cry 4,
been eagerly waiting for it to complete for like 4 days...haha..
installing it now...but too bad,cant really get to play it..
Cause i'm gonna get my ass to work later before 10.30 a.m...
Anyway...i'll write something later...haha...

And I know that my blog have very few visitor as it wasn't as popular as others...
But who cares?
Its my blog,it doesn't have to be famous...lol...

Cheers for DMC fans who've get their self a genuine copy or downloaded it...
ENJOY PLAYING IT!!!!

Words beneath my heart

Thou shall practice to respect others,
Thou shall practice not to be selfish,
Thou shall care about the feeling of others around you,
Thou shall practice not to pretend as if you were a singer,
Thou shall FUCK OFF if you just cant follow these,
Thou shall realize that you're not the only person,there's still others,
You should realize when someone share something with you,you should split it equally,
I don't spit it out doesn't mean that i don't care,you should realize it yourself JACKASS
Don't ever hope that i'll share something with you again,
It's gonna happen once,but same thing doesn't happen twice...
REALIZE ALL THIS YOURSELF...THE SO CALLED PRETENDER!!!!!!!!

Phew....a relaxing yet not quite week

Lol...as what the title being said...
i'm quite loose now as we have less assignment to work on...
Next week i'm gonna submit another networking assignment on Friday but i guess the lecturer's gonna extend it till Monday as usual for what he did..lol
I'm so broke right now...i'm even in the middle of confusion whether to buy the Ipod touch or not?
gosh....I'm so broke..why can some people so rich while some are just so poor?
GOD.....its not fair......We work hard for our life as well but why can't we get the same as them??
In this world, nothing is fair...nothing comes free....there's no right or wrong...as what we saw on the news this few days...between the anwar and najib...It's not going to end....