sicked

I'm sicked....
been eating all the junk food,chips,instant noodles..
argh...
broke down finally...damn it..
need to get myself a good rest...
good night everyone..

Back

Haven't update my blog for quite sometime d i guess...
Been busy with almost everything and i'm having insufficient sleeping hours as well...
i'm tired,but i'm happy cause it'll stop me from thinking other things..
9 more days to go before we step into 2009,time passes really fast,agree?
i've been wasting tons of my precious time...
i've should have been smarter,stronger,tougher instead i'm lazy,weak,and clumsy...
What to do?
Guess i'm gonna change all those crap during year 2009,hopefully i can do it..

Miserable day

what a miserable day for me...

lost my video walkman,down,depressed,moody..

i'm really pissed..

why they can't keep their hand away from people's belonging?

steal people's thing and make yourself proud of owning that thing?

screw you and fuck off....

freaking thief..if i caught you on the spot,you're screwed...i swear i won't let you walk out of the store "nicely",i'm gonna make your hand broke even if i'ma lose my job..i just don't care...

i'm just really sick of everything...it just doesn't make sense that why you had to steal people's thing?

does it make you feel good?

whether its malay or chines or indian,screw you all..

go to your fucking hell and be punished by you freaking god!!

I lost my fucking walkman

I lost my fucking walkman within my work place..

what a depressed day for me..

i'm only using it for merely a week,but then its gone..

fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm freaking pissed,i'm moody..

curse the fucking thief got bang by a car and internal squashed out..

motherfucker..

maybe its my fault after all,but i leave it in the counter,in the counter i stressed!!!!

damn it...

fuck it...i'm not getting any gadgets anymore..

curse all the fucking thief to death!!

Another tiring week

I'm having off season training currently,although not as tiring as usual,but still it's tiring.
I've got to work my ass out to earn cash for my supplements,gym,dragon boat training..
what a mess...but i'm still be able to manage it...
i think i'm gonna get myself some joint support supplements as well as multivitamin,i've ignored these 2 important things..and eventually lead myself towards minor injuries..its better for me to prevent it rather than waiting it to become a serious matter..
i've bought myself a video walkman which i'm very happy with it although its an old model.
but who cares?its cheap by the way!!and tons of freebies!!
anyway,i think i'm gonna take a few day off before i get my supplements,hopefully next week i guess?
I'll be gone away from keyboard for the momment,good night everybody!!
and enjoy your holiday to the max for INTI students!!
Good Night and take care

Camera man of the day

Today is the day where Penang Pesta Open Dragon Boat Race was held at Teluk Bahang Dam.
I'm the camera man of the day...whee!!
but i told myself,today i'm the camera man,next year i'll be the rower that's going to race!!
But the most unexpected is I've earned myself a medal even though i'm not rowing!!
My sir said "you deserve it,everyone in this team deserve this!!"
"singapore win us by oni a few inch!!"damn it!!!
i'm gonna train hard and earn my own medal next year!!

Weird thoughts

I'm living a tiring life,
Trying to reach the top from the very bottom,
I'm trying to walk away,but i just can't,
With these little cash what can i do?
I'm trying to reach my goal,as far as i can,
Till i reach my goal,will i have sufficient cash?
Will i be able to reach my goal?
Little bit longer and i'll be fine,
I wanted to rest,I wanted more,
I wanted to act according to my feel,
Myself,personalize,feeling unrestricted...

问题

每个人都逃不了,
每个人每天都会面对它,甚至到了死的那一天,
教练对我们说了一句"只要你肯看开,问题自然而然会解决",
我深信他所说的,但真的会那么的简单吗?
我也有问题,
我想成功,我想富有,
我想每样我所要买的都买得到,
但是,世界真的有免费的午餐吗？
我还真的异想天开了，
想要的必须先付出，才会有所回报。
今天的我崩溃了,我的膝盖好疼,全身无力,
但,
我还是撑了下去,我深信我绝对做得到,
原来,我真的不行了,我的膝盖真的很痛,
我必须休息以防我的膝盖受损,我真的很累，
好想好想躺在床上，好想不须顾虑一切，
我真的很想睡个好觉，我累了。
但是，休息完后的我又得拚了。
晚安。。

Fed up

i'm really fed up with the training...
personally i prefer to train on my own as no people will crap around with me...
yea,you maybe right,but i have my own way of training,you can do it doesn't mean that you're right?
did you even research before you train?if not shut up...what we want is train smart,not train hard while you get nothing..
i've research alot,i've read alot of article,training more that what you're capable of is useless...whatever,whether you wanna listen or not its up to you..
i won't go again next time,for sure,i'll do it my own way...
don't ever tell me this and that while you can't do it...(lock your body,this shit and that shit..but can you even do it?shut the fuck up then...crap alot..but do nothing..fuck off alright?)
you all just wait and see,i do it my own way,my gains will definitely better that yours!!!training more just wont get you any higher or closer to your goal,your muscle will only end up being catabolise.
thats it,thats all i wanna say,i'm really fed up with all of you that had no knowledge against weight training....its not that i wanna say that i'm pro,at the very least i research about everything before i train....

Experience Maximum Control,Experience Black

Sweet,phenom 2 is planned to strike on january...it looks cool..

if its great,gonna get it..

its been finalized as well..

nice right?so much headroom to Overclock!!

great right?reach 4Ghz even on air cooling..

finally,the DENEB is out next year,hope to get one if its not expensive..

GPU Transcoding with CUDA

My experience with GPU transcoding using an overclocked 9600GT
it only lasted for 5 minutes+ whereas if i were to use CPU,that's gonna last me for at least 15 minutes+ for a 20 minutes AVI files..
the quality after transcoding is awesome..its very fast,Thumbs up Nvidia..Keep in up..(But ur current GFX card sucks..dominate the market again please!!)

Here's the screen shot of the process..

below is the completed screenshot..lol

Its fast aint it?
imagine pairing it up with a GTX 280...its gonna fly for sure!!

The pro' of this is its fast,the con is the limited support of codec which make it very annoying....

Supplement show off!!

there goes my 1st show off ever...
my supplement that makes me looks better as well as much more confidence to take off my shirt!!
My Stacks are as below,but BSN's NO XPLODE is not recommended to combine with Lipo6 due the both of them contains alot of caffeine...
But still i took em as well...just make sure you drink alot of water...that'll do..
at least 120Oz per day..which is 3litter ++....
there goes my suppplement..
.
From the left is Optimum's 100% whey 5lbs(Protein powder),Nutrex's Lipo6 120 Cap(Fatburner),BSN's NO XPLODE(Pre Workout NO)....
all of em are great product...try em out if you're wiling to..

Me and You

I picked up the pieces,
Swallow all my pride,
I don't know what i did,
I've got no excuses,
Just try to understand,
I can be your betterman,
Me and before,
If you're not that alone,
What am i supposed to do,
Say,
Say you won't give up on me,
If i woke up next to you,
I'll collect the bad habit you couldn't bear to keep,
A tree i used to lay beneath,with stained red teeth after kissed..
Baby,say you won't give up on me....

Good nite,
With love....

Nutrex's LIpo6

Those who wish to burn fat fast,get extra energy,more focus,take this...no side effect,except you're gonna sweat alot in the 1st week,and weird feeling in stomach..thats it..after tolerance had been accessed,those side effects will be gone...
As the title stated, its the LIPO6 that i'm currently taking..contact me for more info as i can get the 120 capsule for a very reasonable price include shipping.
contact me for more info..

Progress report

Yay..so happy to see that my abs are tighten after weeks of diet and exercise as well as supplements. 6 packs are starting to show,i'm really happy about that,all the money i've spent i think its worth it although its fucking expensive.But you have to sacrafice in order to get something right?
i'll post up my pic after i've got my very own 6packs..
now i'm still a newb..haha

Lame story

I've been working my way up to have a "V-taper"back as well as abs of steel.After a few weeks of dosage of "LIPO6",it really works,my abs are not as flabby as previous,i'm able to suppress my appetite better.
My final examination is coming soon,i'm gonna work hard tho...sorry for not replying those messages in msn,sometimes i was away,sometimes i was real busy..
anyway "KW",you're confirm to leave d?and when are you leaving?i mean to KL?
i can't keep my promise as i need to save some pennies due to my training.I need supplements to keep myself in peak performance,haiz,needless to say,its all money money money...
i'm gonna stop working maybe next year...thats for sure as my college's system had change to 60/40 which is 60 course work and 40 exam...damn..despite of all these changes,it doesn't really bother me much tho,as my coursework mark is not always high....
anyway,that's all i have right now...will post a better one when i'm real free...
anyway,for those who are looking forward to shrred the fat off your abs or else where,take this supplement"Nutrex's Lipo6".Its really efficient,and furthermore,no side effects except you're gonna sweat alot(it'll be different from person to person).Highly recommended!!!

知道吗？

手中的铅笔在纸上来来回回，
脑海中不停的浮现你的模样，
我已跌入了无底的爱情悬崖，
你的爱就像雨水般的洒向我，
院子里的落叶犹如我对你的思念，
此刻我只想亲吻你的脸，
你的爱无法令我的热情冷却，
相聚时间虽短，
但，你那可爱的脸蛋已烙印在我脑海，
我也会犹如太阳般的照着你，
时间过了，走了，
直到海枯石烂，我的心只属于你，
千言万语都叙说不了我的心，
我只会对你说我愿意，
说好的幸福会给于你，
浪漫的每一夜，幸福的每一天，
也只想与你渡过。

engaging in low fat mode

engaging in a low fat,low carb diet mode...
i'm going to strive to achieve my target,
with the combination of extreme training,yes i mean it 4 hours of training from both land and water and 3 times a week,and of course the help of fat burners as well,
i guess i'm gonna get lean within weeks.
hope to see myself with a beach ready body...lol...
till then,see ya...

truth beneath the unrevealed mask

i'm trying to make it better,
but i've screwed,
i'm trying to achieve,
but i've failed,
i'm trying overcome,
but i was consumed,
i'm awake,
but i'm blank,
i'm smiling,
but i wasn't,
i'm ignorant,
but i'm trying to change,
i'm giving all out,
but it's still not enough,
i'm feeling alright,
but i wasn't
i'm different
but i'm still human,
i'm sleeping soon,
but i'm still here awake.....

i'm not feeling right today,everything is coming too fast,i'm sitting my final exam again three weeks from now,piles of assignment had been thrown towards me,tests,exams,these things just can't stay away from my life till i left college.
i've been forced to accept,i've been lefted with no choice but to fight for the next few sems,its been a tough sem for me...
i've been laughing,i've been smiling,i've been doing many crazy things,
just to cover "those" beneath me,that's me,i'm different over here,i'm different in college,i'm different with my friends,i'm just different,but i'm still me with two brains and a heart..

Existence Proven

Maybe i'll be gone any moment from now,
Maybe i'll live a long and dull life,
Maybe i'll be a CEO of certain company,
Maybe i wish that i was never brought to here in the first place,
Maybe it isn't deceiving,
Maybe i was crying alone yesterday,
Maybe it's just me,
Maybe love is not my thing,
Maybe i'll get annoyed easily,
But,
This is me,
my feeling will always be real,
my existence in this world is proven by someone,
my thoughts,my acts,my feel,are shared by someone,
i'm still me,
i'm still here standing,
how much i wished i'm proven that i'm good?
still i'm just me....

世界

生活多姿多彩，人生自然快乐

世界将何时获得和平？

世界将何时从此根绝战争？

人何时会获得终极的快乐？

人何时会懂得珍惜？

我们将何时懂得三思而后行？

逃避并不能解决问题，

勇于面对问题才是解决问题的最佳方式，

过去的十八年让我体会世界的变化，

这世界真的变了，

无所不在的贪污，

腐败的政府，

严重的温室效应，

人们总是抵不过钱的诱惑，

钱将会永远都是恶魔，

可恶的你，可恶的我，

请合力阻止这些自私的行为，

拯救这悲哀的世界吧！！
语无伦次的我在此写了烂透了的文章，
也许这也算不上什么所谓的好文章，

也许我所写的都很烂，

但这些都是事实。

再会了，我也不知到要再写些什么。

稻香

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡, 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

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This song is very nice,listen to it..the lyrics is very meaningful.

thoughts

Its been a while since i update my blog,i'm just being so lazy this few weeks,

there's only few weeks left for me prepare for my final examination,

i'm feeling so tired,yet i had to work and study,

i really don't felt like working anymore,but the reality forced me to do so,

if i'm not working,i'm not getting any cash,

i'll just had to cope with my study and my part time job,

but working does makes me felt that my time is worthwhile,

i was paid 6/per hour,

study will always be more important compared to job,

if you study well,work hard for your future,you might get a good job,

that's what i believe,

life is always tough.....

Suffering from Vista

Gosh,I guess i'm going crazy if this things keep on going,
I'm suffering from Vista's slow torrent speed,
I'm going to switch back to XP in a few days time,
I'm really frustrated with the downloading speed in Vista,
Its really so annoying,it doesn't give me any problem,
it just gives me a very very slow downloading speed despite whatever tweaking i've done to the network,
its still the same,
In fact,vista is good,vista is fast,vista is stable,it doesn't cause any problems to me so far,
The only thing that makes me hate vista is,when i need to use P2P sharing..it really caused me alot of trouble going through all kinds of tweaking.
Anyway,i'm not sure if everyone is facing the same problem as me,
but,seriously,when i was in XP,i used default settings and they just worked fine.

Only One

Have i ruined all you've given me?
I know i've been selfish,I know that i've been foolish,
I'll do better,I know i can,
Baby i'll be better,
Sometimes i stare at you while you're sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
I listen to your heartbeat,
Don't you see that i'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
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A very nice song..go listen or download it..
nice lyrics as well..

Hatred within

Again,another problem for me...
I seriously have no idea what is wrong with you?have i done anything wrong or bad towards you?
damn it,if yes just spit it out,why are you doing such a lame act towards me,sales high so what?
Ranking on the tops only makes people hate you more,i wasn't even concern about the sales,i'm just trying to being nice with you,and yet you did such stupid act.
Fine,i've had my mindset that you're not a friend of mine,at first yes,and i don't really give a damn for your fucking sales.
Go ahead and take all if you can bastard,you're capable of being rude so do i.
Oh yea,please keep the things that you taken out next time,don't take everything as granted bastard,people keep it for it doesn't means that they had to do it all the time..
You're really such an asshole.
I wasn't hating you all the while,but today you make me doing so...

You all might said that i was jealous because of the sales,but in fact i'm not..just say whatever you want towards me,i don't really mind anyway..

Switched

I've switched to vista,what about you?
any vista user know how to mod the half open TCP connection?
as i've tried tons of way,google throughout the way,and caused my pc unable to boot up,
but its repaired using the vista's boot disc.
Anyone here to help?
i really can't find any solution to mod the half open TCP connection,the torrents are darn slow.

Everyone is Equal

Its been a while since my last post,in this while,loads of thing happened around me,

What is wrong with the politic?What is wrong with Malaysia?

Seriously,i don't think that Malaysia is as peace as it used to be,

Racism issues are all around,we're equal no matter chinese,malay,indian.

Yea,i admit that i do hate Malays,but not all,not those who are nice,not those who are friendly,

I'm only hating those like rempit,causing trouble everywhere,and the stupid politicians.

Let's just hope that there will be a better one to take over during september 16.

Good Luck Anwar!!!

and Stop being RACIST!!!

Let love in

What about now?
What about today?
What about poverty?
What can we do to help em?
What if we're one of them?
What if we're staying in the war zone one of them?
What if people are dying around us everyday?
Should we complaint that our food's not nice?
Should we complaint that we're always" poor"?
Should we complaint that there's no love around us?
If there's no love around us,what about those who're in the war zone?
Appreciate those around you,
Satisfied which what you have currently,
Settle down with you emotion right now,
If our life is bad,think about those in the war zone,
You won't feel that our life is bad,
We're just another lucky bastards out here,
Let love in,Let love shower them,
Help em with what we're able to.


Dedicated to those who always think that they're poor,unlucky
and those who think our current food sucks.

Good Night

Dedication to a new beginning

I got my results few days ago,yea,its kinda late to write it here

the moment i saw my result,i was "stunned" because of something unexpected,

but i'm relieved that i passed all the subjects,

my grades are low,all i got is B,C, and d,i don't even have an A.

I'm gonna commit myself to study better next semester as i'm in Sem 5 currently,

i really played alot for the past few sems,

regret doing so....

{Off Topic}

its so boring right now,what can i do?

i'm not stressed out,i'm not having any problem,

maybe i just like to say boring,

but in fact,it is boring....

Advice please!!!

Anyone can help me?
anyone here to advice me?
how can i save successfully?
i really need to start saving right now,
its real hard for me to save and me myself don't even know why?
once i see things,i'll start to spend,
how much i earn,thats how much i'm gonna spend,
gosh,i really need to stop doing so!!!
God,Help!!!!

You

You look so beautiful today,
You're sitting there and its hard for me to look away,
You still feel far away although i'm here,
You're hearts still bleed even when i accompanied you,
Take a breath,
Pull yourself together until i reach for you,
I'm gonna take you away,
away from reality,
away from sadness,
towards endless happiness,
You're my love,
Take care and ignore any negative feelings,
Good night bie...xoxo

Do You Know?

Do you know what it feels like?
Do you know how it taste?
Do you know i'm a human?
Do you know i'm born with emotions?
Do you know your words do hurt me?
Do you know i'm so sick of your attitude?
Do you think i want it?
Do you think i'm proud of it?
Do you think you're perfect?
Do you think you're good?
Do you know i don't wanna lose myself?
Do you want me to explode?
Can you stop saying all those words that hurt people?
You can do anything your mind set you to do,
but do you think of the feeling of the people around you?
People don't say a word doesn't mean they felt nothing,
they might smile towards you,but they felt something within,
Do you ever think of that?
I'm so sick of this....

脆弱的我

今天的我,是如此的堕落,
谁会明白我的心情?
何为堕落?
脆弱的我渐渐的堕向无底的深渊,
我的心情仿佛碎裂的玻璃,
人是如此多情的动物吗?
人总是会胡思乱想吗?
摇滚音乐或许比较适合现在的我吧?
受过的种种委屈渐渐的回想起,
受惯委屈的我依然一声不哼,
批评指正,嘲笑,讽刺,我一一回想,
突然觉得想大声的谷出一切,
我总是如此的脆弱吗?
我还能像以往般喜笑颜开吗?
我真的厌倦了,这真的是我吗?
我只想好好的睡个大觉.晚安.

frustrated

i'm so damn frustrated,i just wanna find someone to talk with,
end up nobody will willing to talk with me,
so,just forget about it,
being kind to people doesn't mean that that person will being kind to you as well,
life is tough,yes indeed,
with the little luck i have,what can i do?
i'm doing nothing,i'm just standing there the whole day,
watching people come and people go,
greet em,approach em,have a little conversation,then "boom",there he go..
i understand that not every one that come in will buy,but why the one that wanna buy doesn't come and find me?
am i bad looking?my appearance very bad?or what?
i'm just being so frustrated,my cash is already running low and i did work it out for it,
but why i'm not being paid off?
its not that i'm not working hard,i do,
but why?anyone here to tell me?
i just wanna save some money to spend on year end,
nobody is helping me out,i can't help myself out but to depends on the little luck i have,
skills,does it really matter?if that particular person don't wanna buy,will your so called skill make it buy?i guess no.It all depends,if the person is already wanted to buy,even you have no skill,
you're gonna close the deal as well.Skill doesn't really matter anyway,what's important are the products knowledge.
i'm just so frustrated today,nobody is talking with me,so i'm talking with my own pc,
i'm writting it out.
it's just me,its reality,everyone needs cash to live in this world,
don't you?
fuck it anyway...

fucked up day for me

oh my god,i really ran out of luck i guess,
i'm just so god damn screwed,
holy shit,
JUSCO<---------o0o u
can't you be more responsible in placing your price tag?
you know what?they placed an 4 bucks bread under a 2.1 bucks category,
i was then "cheated".
today is really not a day for me,
wandering around the shop for like 12 hours and got a RM68's sales,
which is totaly no commission for me,
oh my god,i'm really wondering why am i so screwed?

I'm just so fucked up right now...

Bored to the max

Gosh,working is so damn boring,

You're not killing the time instead the time kills you,

gosh,in addition to you're not having any sales,

oh my god,i really have no idea why am i working since i'm not selling,

am i out of luck?

or i'm just suck?

oh,anyway,fuck it..

i really need cash anyway,how am i gonna get cash when i'm not selling?

oh my fucking god,somebody help me please..

extra incentives please,extra wages please,

i've been working for like more than half year without a raise in my hourly wages,

oh my god,i'm just wondering am i suck or what?

i'm just feeling i lose the mood to work,i've been paid lower than previous company,i'm just wondering why i'm working over here?

but,forget it..since i have more flexible working hour over here,maybe that's a compensation to the lowered wages.that's what i guess?

cash,when are u gonna come to me?

i wonder any single human in the world is not bothered by this "cash"?

i really doubt that...

i'm really been troubled by this "cash" for quite some time,

i really hope to settle it ASAP..

God damn it..

Anyway,that's all i wanna say..

i'm not flaming,i'm not complaining,

i'm not blaming anyone

i just wanna shout out everything.

第一次(lame post)

哈哈，
这是我的第一次在此用华文写＂blog＂,
毕竟也是第一次吧，给些面子好吗？

世界是如此的巨大，
上天却让我遇见你，
是你让我的生命充满希望，
是你的用心令我感动，
也许我真的不值得你对我如此的用心良苦，
我也无法描述你有多爱我？
然而你也默默的为我掉下无数的泪水，
当我问及此事，你却对我微笑回答＂没有事啦＂
偶尔我也忽略了你，真的对不起．
感谢您对我的付出，
感谢你对我的好，
argh..forget it..damn..
i really have no idea on how to write it?
anyway..i just wanted to say,
i'll do the same for you like what you did for me,
you're the brightess star that'll always shine high upon the sky,
you're the only one and only deserved a place in my heart,
you're the one that make me go crazy when you gone missing,
you're my only one,this short sentence is dedicated to you,
i'm just being lame in writing mandarin,
i don't really have any idea on how to make it artistic.
anyway,we're getting sugar glider soon,
hope that it'll make us much more entertained and happy throughout our day,

kimi o aishiteru
愛してる

Your Love,

Cute right?

omg...here's the little cutie thats gonna become my family member and blend into part of my rest next month,its so cute right?
wonder why some people said its ugly?
maybe you have a bad taste? or you just don't like exotic pets?
lol..
anyway...gonna post more photo of her after i'm getting one..
yea..its her,i'm gonna get a pair of hers...

Broken Barrier

This moment has come to me finally,my rock hard barrier had be broken down,
tear rolled out from my eyes for the 1st time i being with her,
your words are as sharp as those sword that it plunge through my heart,
i'm sorry that i've made you cry,i don't really mean anything,
but your words really pierce through my heart and it hurts,
i may not be the best man in the world,i'm sorry and i didn't blame you as well,it was
my fault after all.

(off topic)
Today is not my day,everything bad keep coming towards me,
ate a stupid cake at mamak,the so called famous "bloodsucker shop" "KAYU",
i was like wtf?just a small piece of vadai and it cost me RM 0.80?i can get it for RM0.30 or RM0.40 outside,damn..
today is really not my day..i'm just so fucked up about the food.

I'm back

Woo hoo,i'm back after a crazy examination week,
tomorrow onwards,i'm going to work after then after finish i'm ma go gym,
i wish that i could have a leaner and healthier body,
wish that i could achieve it,
anyway,back to the topic,yea i'm back,
i'm here once again...
guys and girls,enjoy your holiday if you're having holiday...
phew,i'm so freaking boring at home right now,
gosh,gonna go youth park for a jog later...
anyway,enjoy your two week holidays INTI College's student.
ENJOY!!!!

The Beginning

Holy shit,its the beginning of my Final Examination week
oh damn,one paper had done,don't think that i'm gonna score anyway..
haha..wish me luck,
studying for SAD now
its not sad,its system analysis and design,but it really turn out to be sad...
lol..
Good luck guys and girls...

Its near

Oh my god....counting down for my final exam is 3 more days..
damn..and i haven't really prepare for it although i did go through abit..
oh crap...i'm just being so lame..
dammit....is this really me?
Yea..its me,i've being behaving like this since i was in the Primary..lol..
but i still can make it i guess..
I'm used to the situation i've been facing right now...
Crap,i really gotta move my big bad ass,or else i'm gonna fail and disappoint my family...
For god's sake,go study...
Mean while,good luck to all my mates...
Hope you all will get results with flying colors....
Good Luck and hope to see you all again next semester...
I must make it..

You

You,got me thinking all night long,
You,believed me in every single lie,
I was waiting for the day you come around,
I was chasing but nothing was all i've found,
From the moment you've came into my life,
You've show me what's right,
I never felt like this before,
Just when i leave,i'll be back for more,
In these ever changing days,
You're that one thing that remains,
I wish i could stay like this forever....

Creativity?

haha...i'm so into photo editing nowadays even i have not enough time.
haha...i've uploaded one of my beginner production..haha..
i felt that its nice..lol...
comment for me please...lol

it looks nice on MAC...maybe because of my calibrated LCD...
it does look nice on windows as well...but not that nice...lol..
comment please for a beginner...lol..

i'm stil awake

i'm still awake with thoughts in my mind,
what am i thinking?
i just can't sleep,
many things had been troubling me,
desires to buy something,people,studies,future planing
all this causes me headache,
when it comes to my sweet bed time,
these things just cant keep away from me,
it just keep on coming,
sigh,i'm such a problematic teenager,
what happen if i'm a grown up adult?
will i have more things to concern?
sigh.....
i wanna take a break,i wanna runaway,i want solutions
anyone?
i'm tired,i'm torned,i'm stressed to the max....

farewell my friend

Good Bye once again from me to you,
Time passes very fast,
within the one month that you came back,
we didn't really hang out that much,
but still we hang out often lol,
anyway,last night was really a great night for us old friends,
you shouldn't have missed it,
we chit chat throughout our way in my home till 6 o clock in the morning,
it was a suprise tho,
anyway,if you happen to come back again this year end,do join us "kap siao" till the morning,
we haven't done that for quite sometimes,
if i'm not mistaken,we done that often at kok yang's house during high school,
it was a nice experience i have with you guys,
after i graduated from high school,i seems like lost contact with others or they just vanish somewhere else,
but i'm still contacting with both you and kok yang,
both you and kok yang are really a nice friend of mine,
i really appreciate both of u being my friend
take good care of yourself at brisbane noobie,
see u again if u happens to come back this year end,
will miss you alot,take care and have a safe journey tomorrow.
Good Night.....

Point Of View

Everyone in this world think differently,do things differently,
Its up to how you wish to accept the facts or events that come upon you,
Are you gonna accept it with a positive thinking instead of a negative one?
Let's took an example of scenario that happened to me before,while i was having
Biology class during my high school,when the teacher discuss about a chapter with reproduction and there's something like the male's reproduction system as well as the female.Some female student are very shy during that particular chapter,whenever i wanted to discuss or ask them something,they'll said that i'm pervert.
I was like,"what the fuck?are you ok?".Seriously,i don't really understand certain people,my current college classmate,a female one,i think that she's very open..its not like i'll talk anything to her,it was like,she's sporting..anything u thrown at her,she'll throw it back to you..anything,good or bad,if u happened to scold her with vulgar words,she would do that as well...
I love this kind of people,they're outgoing,they're open,and they can accept anything...
Maybe certain people thinks that too open is not good,but if you're not open,how are you gonna learn new things?
Basically,i'm a open minded guy,you can share almost anything with me..
Anything..that you can think of..lol
Anyway,i'm still staying even though its already late..argh,i need to have a good sleep,i've been lacking good sleep since few days ago...awww,i miss it...
Anyway,good night everyone and try to be open..socialize more...
Good Night and happy reading through my boring post...

i'm relieved

Cool,finally i'm relieving...
yea,i am..lol
but within that particular one week,i'm gonna prepare for my Final Examination,
this time i'm gonna score,yea,i want to..but not sure whether i'll make it or not?
anyway,i'm feeling extraordinary good cause i'm relieved...that feeling is nice,u feel yourself very loose,you don't have to worry about anything...hope i'll always stick to this state within my mind..lol
i hope so..but in this world,everyone is worrying bout something except the newborn child(or maybe they were thinking,just that we don't understand em?).I went to bed right after i came back from my college's event.i was so damn tired due to rushing assignment yesterday nite.
Anyway,enjoy your weekend guys...

Hardware Freako

Oh my god,
i'm slowly realizing that i've become one of those who loves hardware so much,
i've been reading review day and night,
i've been searching and comparing prices everywhere,
i love em....
oh my god....the performance and the temptation of owning it attracts me so so much,
damn it....
its so tempting...
oh crap...you're having your Final soon YeeWei...stop thinking all this crap....
argh...damn....

Depressed

I'm sick of everything..
Stop annoying me..
i'm sicked of you,i'm sicked of me,i'm sicked of the tension...
Why everything is causing me trouble?
Education,Cash,Emotions....
Damn,i just cant get a hold of myself...
I wanna runaway..
I wanna be in another place,
I need a place to rest...
Fuck everything...Fuck Me...Fuck Off...Fuck this..Fuck That..
I'm sicked of this life.....

Once Again my friend

Its been a long time since i've met my old friend...
Today, my friend called me and asked whether i wanted to go hiking or not? and I answered yes since i'm feeling better.
And i called another old friend of mine and asked whether he wanna join,and he answered me yes as well....
Then 3 of us gathered and went to Youth Park and hike till halfway...lol..
Its really been a long time since the 3 of us gathered...
Kok Yang....you're like lost contact with the world...lol..you're so near to me yet so far..
Tze Chuan..you're far from us...but we'll miss you always..haha...
I see chuan i think once a year..haha..but kok yang should be always i guess..
We should hang out always you know?I know you'all since high school form 1 for kok yang and form 3 for tze chuan...i think its been like at least 5-6 years i guess...both of you are good friends of mine...I love you all..
Its been a long time...long long time..i hope the 3 of us can always gather and have fun around...anywhere,anytime...Hope we don't lose contact from each others...
Friends Forever!!!! i know it sounds lame...But its true...I hope we can..

Forfeit the game or?

"Forfeit the game,
Before somebody else takes you outta the frame,
and put your name to the shame,
The pace is too fast you just won't last"-by Linkin Park-Meteora-Points of Authorities

Should i forfeit the game?
i'm thinking to do so...
Am i giving up to early?
I didn't even get in the game...
Can i do it?
Or not?
Wish i could find a way to disappear,
Over and Over again...
Everything that i'm thinking is bringing one step closer to the edge of falling down...
Am i paranoid?
Argh....wish that i could stop thinking...wish that nothing in this world concerns me...
Haiz......i'ma stop writing here and get my ass back to study...
Damn...OMFG...here it goes..another test tomorrow....
Wish me Luck....
See Ya.....

I'm getting better

I'm getting better after a few shots of medicine the doctor gave me..
I hate medicines,but what to do?its a must in order for me to get well..
I'm feeling a bit "light" right now..i'm turning in my graphic project tomorrow and system analysis project on Friday.But dang,i'm still having a freaking test on Saturday,which i feared the most,VB coding..i hate coding,its like an Add Math for me..i'm suck at math,i'm suck at coding..
But i'm in the IT course,i have to love it in order for me to survive..Gosh...
The stumble in my life is i'm always lazy..i'm always slacking..
Gosh...Please Help me!!!!
Someone Enlighten me please?
There's only 3 more weeks for me...damn it..
Use it well or i'm gonna sit for resit paper..damn it..!!!
YeeWei!!!! Study Harder ok?

i'm down

Argh...i'm downed....
i'm sicked while having tons of assignments,projects that's still incomplete...
i'm sad...i'm pressured..
Who's gonna be my savior?
My guess is that no one?
The best savior is still myself...
Project's due date is tomorrow and Friday,but it's still incomplete..
What am i gonna do?
I don't have the mood to do so...I'm feeling so sick..
My head is damn freaking heavy..
I can't think...I guess i screwed my test earlier,although its an open book test,
But still i don't have the mood to do so...
What the heck am i doing?

Life

Life is:
beautiful when you enjoy it,
tough when are down,
a personal experience that no one could understand except yourself,
sweet when u found yourself a true love,
a mystery,you won't know when it'll end,enjoy life,appreciate it!!!
is not full of misery,
a diary about yourself,
worthless when you're not appreciating it,
fun,worth living!!!!!

There's still many things you can do to enjoy your life,
You don't have to be rich in order for you to be happy,
Even a poor person can afford happiness,
Why not you?
Life doesn't end even if you're boyfriend or girlfriend leaves you(you don't have to suicide..freaking retarded asshole who doesn't appreciate your life)
Some people just died when they're coming out from their mom's stomach,
Since you have the option to enjoy it,Live it...Why end it?
Some people wait a lifetime for just a moment like this..Think about it people..Appreciate your life!!!!!!

Cheers!!!
I know..my blog is kinda boring...what else can i write?
haha....enlighten me please?

Devil May Cry

<--------------------as usual,the main screen!!! Woo hoo...get my hands a pirated copy of DMC4...i gotta admit that it was awesome.. It looks even better on the PC version..compared to 360 and PS3... So,PC is still the best machines for gaming...But the cost to own a high end Rig is ridiculous.. So,enjoy the screen shots of the PC version..It looks so much better than the previous serious..!!!
Dante in trickster style with Devil Trigger on...Cool!!!




Dante versus Agnus...




Benchmarking my PC..woah..claps for getting this kind of FPS on such Rig!!!

The world is fair or not?

The world is fair,
Isn't it?
People who born imperfectly work hard for what they wished for, and they earned it,
But what about those who doesn't?Like you?Like me?
Yea,i admit, i've always dream of being a rich guy,having a perfect babes,unlimited cash.
Is this all possible? Yea,it is..As long as you work hard...Just like those,they can do it,why not us?
We're born perfectly,we're not short of anything,whatever they can accomplish,we can as well right?
The world is fair,You work it out,You got it!!!
It is fair...
Whenever you're depressed or down,stop thinking that the world is unfair,think about what have you done?Good things?Bad Things?Work hard enough?
Whatever things you've done will always comes with consequences,no matter its a good one or bad...
Take control of your life with a cool and clear mindset,don't let a ruined mindset spoil your life...
Cheers!!!!
I know what i write here might sound stupid,whatever it is...its up to your belief..
I can't judge the world is fair or unfair?
I'm just saying that i belief that there's always justice in the world.
God won't let you down...(i'm not a christian!!!!)lol...

I am bad,i'm a heartbreaker

I'm bad,
I'm a heart breaker,
I've made tons of mistakes,
Can i revert it back to the way it was?
I've let you down,
But you're always there when i was frown,
I'm sorry,
i'm always saying sorry,
I'm always weak,I couldn't be there when u needed me,
I'm sorry,
I'm a heartbreaker....I'm bad.....
I'm sorry to those who've been hurt by me,neither by my words or my attitude...
I sincerely apologize to you all...
I just wanted to have a good friends that can talk and share everything with me..
i don't mean to hurt anyone..maybe my way of doing things was wrong?
or maybe i'm a gifted heart breaker...
Anyway...I hereby sincerely apologize to my girl and my friends..
if i did anything that makes u feel bad, scold me or hit me..whichever makes u feel better...
I AM SORRY EVERYONE....I'm just trying to be a better man...

Cool Things

Yay...Finally i've complated my download of Devil Macy Cry 4,
been eagerly waiting for it to complete for like 4 days...haha..
installing it now...but too bad,cant really get to play it..
Cause i'm gonna get my ass to work later before 10.30 a.m...
Anyway...i'll write something later...haha...

And I know that my blog have very few visitor as it wasn't as popular as others...
But who cares?
Its my blog,it doesn't have to be famous...lol...

Cheers for DMC fans who've get their self a genuine copy or downloaded it...
ENJOY PLAYING IT!!!!

Words beneath my heart

Thou shall practice to respect others,
Thou shall practice not to be selfish,
Thou shall care about the feeling of others around you,
Thou shall practice not to pretend as if you were a singer,
Thou shall FUCK OFF if you just cant follow these,
Thou shall realize that you're not the only person,there's still others,
You should realize when someone share something with you,you should split it equally,
I don't spit it out doesn't mean that i don't care,you should realize it yourself JACKASS
Don't ever hope that i'll share something with you again,
It's gonna happen once,but same thing doesn't happen twice...
REALIZE ALL THIS YOURSELF...THE SO CALLED PRETENDER!!!!!!!!

Phew....a relaxing yet not quite week

Lol...as what the title being said...
i'm quite loose now as we have less assignment to work on...
Next week i'm gonna submit another networking assignment on Friday but i guess the lecturer's gonna extend it till Monday as usual for what he did..lol
I'm so broke right now...i'm even in the middle of confusion whether to buy the Ipod touch or not?
gosh....I'm so broke..why can some people so rich while some are just so poor?
GOD.....its not fair......We work hard for our life as well but why can't we get the same as them??
In this world, nothing is fair...nothing comes free....there's no right or wrong...as what we saw on the news this few days...between the anwar and najib...It's not going to end....

Its Fucking Pressure

Oh my god, Its been a freaking pressure week for me...
Assignment due on this Thursday, Networking test coming on this Friday,
Visual Programming's Assignment due on next Saturday,
Damn, what the hell is wrong with all the lecturers in INTI?
I don't know whether the HEAD OF SCHOOL of IT is crazy or a dickhead,
give us so many subjects this semester, we're humans, we're not robots,
Don't overwork us...
Just give us a damn break...
Assignments are coming like bullets, one after another...
I can't take it anymore...
I've been heavily pressurized...
Please STOP THIS BULLSHIT.......

About Me

I'm Sporting,
I'm a 24/7/365 game and PC hardware addict,
I'm willing to flush out even thousand bucks for gadgets or hardware,
I'm outgoing,
I love branded stuff(just that i don't have the cash to afford em)
I love workouts,
I love sports,
I love APPLE, and I love Ipod,
I'm suck at coding,
I'm suck at making people laugh,
I'm a forgetful person,
I love my girl,
I'm the worst boyfriend ever(i forgot the anniversary date!!!!!)
I can be very talkative if you get to know me,
I can be very nice if you're nice,
I love nice food in the same way i hate them(they caused to gain extra pound and flush out extra cash),
I love and i appreciate everyone around me,
I love my life and my family....

I guess that's all for now..cause there's still more to go if i keep writing....

I am what i am, i'm still a human being which doesn't differs much from you except if you're not one....

Misery

Everything is misery
I'm still searching for that "something" even though i've already owned it,
Am i greedy?
Or maybe i was just fooling around?
Who can really understand me?
Who can really tell me what i want?
Who can really care about me when i was in a bad situation?
Who is by my side? Who to trust?
Its still a mystery...
In the end, Who's gonna be with me?
Who am i gonna trust?

again and again

Oh crap, i SKIPPED class again today..
But i'm forced to do so because of my fucking PC that caused me tons of troubles..
I fix it and format it and reinstalling and drag it all the way till 5 AM in the morning..
my class supposed to be at 9..but once i've slept, i couldn't wake up.
So i SKIPPED again... I'm becoming lazy and lazier and days pass by..
Haih, not sure gonna get how many letter this month itself...damn it...
I need to change my attitude for serious, if not i'll end up getting barred from exam..
I'm sorry my Dad and my Mom.. i promise that i'll change my attitude...

Touching it Soon

Yay!!!!!
I'm gonna touch "it" very very soon... I guess there's gonna be 2 more weeks to get my hands on the touch, touch what? Yea, the IPOD TOUCH... which is always a dream of mine to own it, and it finally come true....I'm owning it..haha..I'm owning it!!!!

I love each and every product from APPLE; Steve Jobs you rock..
I love the MacBook,MacBook Pro and all the MACS that APPLE produce... and i love Ipod the most.. after i got my touch, i'm gonna pair it with the SHURE SE110 in ear earphone..

So i guess thats all for now,i gotta get my ass back to work...haha... i'll write again later if there's something interesting that i can think of..

Late Night Blogging

Yo everybody around the corner...Wake up wake up..
today, 17th June of 2008 is the worlds most happening day...
Guess what?
The launch of Geforce 260 and 280 GTX with PhysX Engine....That is so cool...

And the worlds most anticipating browser,FireFox 3..the Official release date..too bad i cant get in the site, most probably being jammed by thousands or maybe millions of user to download it..

What i can say is Geforce 200 Series is nice..and great..if they ever came out with a new mainstream version which is something like 8800GT, i'm gonna grab it.. the pricing for this 200 Series is damn exp...So, we'll just have to wait then..haha..

Anyway,good night everybody,i'm going to bed right now..

a WoW from Ati next gen GFX card

Wow...guess what?
A review shows that ATI 4870 1GB single card beat the 9800GX2 dual GPU card...
wow..thats gonna be very cool...too bad i just bought the 9600GT..but i guess i'm gonna change it soon..haha..

here you go..the review of the beast...
http://forums.legitreviews.com/about15370.html

enjoy it....

it beats 9800GX2 so many while running Crysis

Very Tired, Very Worn Out

Haih, I'm very stressed, i'm very tired, can somebody help me out?
I'm taking 5 subjects in this long sem..damn it..i'm not sure whether the head of school has gone mad or wad?
but its really stress to take 5 subjects and some more 5 of the subject is the crazy pratical and theory subject..haih..
Not sure whether i can survive this semester or not? haih...
some one please save me...
I don't wanna slack..i wanna survive this sem..help me ar...!!!!!

Stressed

Its been a few days or perhaps week since i update my blog..

I've been so busy with my assignments nowadays...

i've just completed 2 and here comes another...

i love college life in the same time i hate it as well..

I guess there's nth else to write,so i'll just stop here and have a nice day everybody

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!

If u happens to forgot about it..

Get Back!! Wake Up!!!

i need to get myself back on track as soon as possible..

damn...i've stop gym for like more than 1 month...argh..my body had been so messed up...

and recently i got to know a good/friendly/and very great friend...

since then my mind told me that she's gonna be the "one"(dun get it wrong,the one and only good friend of mine)....

And i'm happy that i can be a friend of her and doesn't mind me for always saying stupid things..

Oh yea,if you get to read my blogs,Just to tell you that i'm available for u anytime anywhere,if you ever need help,ring me or text me...i'll be there if i can make it...

YEE WEI....GET BACK ON TRACK...STAY FIT....

GOOD LUCK!!!!!

9600GT

yay..finally got myself the MSI 9600GT OC...

but my hand is itchy,i give it another shot of Overclocking...

haha...

GPU currently clocked at 700mhz

Memory clock at 1.9ghz

its a bang for buck card..grab it..

almost every game i can set to the max..including the latest MASS EFFECT,ASSASSINS CREED,and others...but definitely not CRYSIS..haha....

here's the pic of the card...too bad its a double slot card...

But the temperature is tempting even when i OC it..haha..remains 59-60 during load..and 42-45 during idle...haha..nice right?

and here's the specs of my Rig..although its not a hardcore gaming system,but i still can game on it..haha..

AMD 64x2 3800 @2.05 Ghz

2GB Kingston Value Ram

MSI 9600GT 512 OC-ed

Abit Mobo(forgot model lol)

250Gb Maxtor Hdd

LG 18x(a very sucky drive..gonna change it to Pioneer's)

500W Cooler Master Extreme Power PSU

Samsung 19inch Wide

Not a very high end system,but i still enjoy it thou..haha...

MORNING

A very warm morning for everyone...

Just woke up and found out that my download haven't finish yet...zzz

argh,so slow..why Malaysia's broadband service is damn slow..and yet its freaking expensive?

Its ok,we've already get used to the inflation that happens around malaysia..

Anyway,i've got to go now...

See Ya around..

I know that my blog is very boring...but i'll try my very best to make it as interest as possible..

THANKS

Endurance

Endurance...

in a triathlon, You must be strong enough in order to win the race..

AS you know, there will be more than 1 competitors..

So, you must train hard, race smart, well prepared for the race...

IF you're not prepared, yet you got no confidence, i bet you'll lose the race...

BUT, face it...If you got the will to DO IT, then think all about you wanna win the race..

Thats the most important part of it... We race or we compete in order to know who is stronger?

But my friend, i hope that you can win the race...

So, Work hard, Win the race...

All the best for "YOU"

As,i'm just a referee of the race... nothing much that i can say...

GOOD LUCK.....

Alien Versus Predator 2

Alien versus Predator 2..

or known as AVP Requiem in the US

A good and great movie..

But get the UNRATED EDITION...i mean the UNRATED EDITION...

Additional scene that'll blow your eyes off the screen, get it, watch it, and you'll know what i mean.

Scenes that you've never even seen..

Go get it the legal way or illegally through p2p services(eg: bitorrent)

Grab it now!!!!!

Stacked up

Oh my god, i didn't even started my graphic project and assignment and here comes another assignment for the networking.. and guess what?

The answer need to be done based on the case study.... what the heck?CASE STUDY!!!1

argh...

i had to search for the whole freaking net for a suitable case study topic before i can start my stupid assignment...

OMG..... Its gonna be a tough semester for me..

damn....

But....

Its Fun.... I learn more through those assignments...

Thanks fellow lecturer... although i hated you all...

Desires that i can never achieve

Nothing much happened today,as usual,i went college and went back home like the daily routine.
But i felt that something is wrong with me,maybe i was eating all those oily and fattening food these days..i really need to clean myself up from the mess..
I need a plenty of waters,i need a plenty of fruits and those food that are free from oil..

Argh...felt that i'm so out of "Shape"..I need to get back on track and Tone my Body...

I'm Yours

I tried to be chill,but you're so hot that u make me melted,

I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason,

No need to be complicated,

Be simple,

I'm Just All Yours,

The scent of your perfume flow everywhere within my room,

I'm feeling all warp around by you..

This is our fate,

I'm all Yours..

Dedicated to "Someone"

Bored Public Holiday

Here u go,once again a bored public holiday for me...

Wesak Day...

ZzzZz..

Didn't even know what to do at home?

Time Moves so slow..... Thinking of tomorrow,its time to get back to college again,

damn... Guess what? Facing a superb boring subject early in the morning... (Foundation of Business).. which is totally not related to my course at all...

Sigh....

I wish i had a High End PC right now..which i can enjoy my games with ease...

But now,i'm suffering from the totally bullshit lag that piss me off..

Argh...

I'm pissed yet i'm bored...Sigh

Desire

Desire...

Everyone in this world have their own desire, but what is a desire?

things that you wanted to buy?things that you like?sexual desire?

desperation?

no one can really define it....

i got mine as well..i've always wanted to fly away from Penang..

Take a break from everything, wanted to go Europe...

Guess what?its just a desire,we cant really achieve it...

Can we?

Can we just take a break like that?leave out everything?

Can i just go Europe without having enough cash?

Can i go away from Penang just like that?

I can't...

Or maybe i'm not STRONG enough to make it there....

Nvidia 9600GT or Xbox 360??

MSI Nvidia 9600GT OC-ed

   OR

This??

Microsoft Xbox 360

Anyone here to help me?

i'm stuck between some decision making problems..

i'm not sure whether i should get a Nvidia 9600GT graphic card or a Xbox 360 gaming console?

Dang....

But for PC i can do many things with it,with 360 i can only game on it...

Damn Damn Damn..

MSI 9600GT is priced at RM560 while Xbox 360 is priced at RM1600

which one should i get?

I'm just a casual gamer and all rounder..

Damn Damn!!!!!

Mac OSX Leopard

Anyone that reads my blog ever own a Macbook or a MAC powered system?

Believe me,go get one,you're gonna be like "WOW".

Its really amazing you know,the security features,the stability of the OS,the ability to havily muslitasking,the battery life,the boot up time,the shut down time...its really amazing..

Go get this little beast ...its not expensive

The basic pricing starts from RM3899..which me and my gal is using..guess what?it features a new processor from intel called PENRYN..for those who know it, You know how powerful it is?

1st time

oh my gosh...its been a tough day for me..
dang...ITS SUNDAY man.where the hell was all the customers???
all those that came in just come and "GREEN" me..(if u know what i mean)
dang...its so annoying..and those kid that had nth to do came in our shop and surf net..as i'm in the bad mood,i switched off the router..

anyway,this will be the 1st time i'm getting myself an ORIGINAL GAMES FOR WINDOW..
i felt that this game is worth it..its nice owning an ORIGINAL GAMES..
although its priced at RM159...its not expensive considering all the hard work that those
graphic,animators,programmers done..its WORTH IT!!!!!

here you go..the box shot of the game


BUY IT...its nice..
PIRATED version wont work...so just forget about it..GET YOURSELF AN ORIGINAL COPY

PLAY ORIGINAL,BE ORIGINAL!!!

Sleep Debt

gosh,i've been lacking a good and nice sleep these whole week?
what caused me to became like this?
my face and my eyes always look so dull.
i really need to take a break...
yesterday i slept at 5a.mand woke up at 6.30a.m...that is very mad..

i really gota take a break,if not one day i'll break down and full of pimple grown on my face.
anyway,i'll go home and sleep earlier 2nite..hope that i can do it..but i guess i must do it..

whatever it takes

a smile fell from your face,the worst part is that i didn't even know.

i know i've let you down,believe me if you give me a chance,

believe me that i can change,i'll do whatever it takes to turn this around.

i'll keep us together whatever it takes.

Dedicated to "someone"

All of a sudden

Everything is happening way too fast...
whille i was driving my way to batu ferringi at 10.40p.m..i received a call from my dad..
that our grandpa had leave us...
i was like WTF???
but y is it happening?
he was just having minor fever few days ago..
i still had to accept the fact that he passed away..
so i rushed my way back home..and drove like a mad man..non stop 100+kmph
sigh..
may he rest in peace..

dedicated to my dearest grandfather..

finaly...

finaly...after waiting for so long...
we've finaly moved to the new campus of my college...
but there's still many things need to readjust..especially the parking space..its really limited..
thats a really serious problem that gives me a lot of trouble..
haih...
good luck in my new campus..

phew...chilled

phew...finaly...finished all the test and assignment thingy..
haha...
but still...got tons of asignment to go...
so sad....
hope that i don't get this kind of shity subject next semester...
gosh...give me a break...
this few days i've been cabal-ing if u know what i'm talking about?
haha....
anyone who played cabal can share any idea with me?
personally think that this game is good..

anyway...working now..good luck for me...
^_^

new hair cut

yay....i got a new haircut today..
haha...
give some comment if anyone visit my page ya..



good night penang-ites...
^_^

guess what?

guess what?
2moro is my database's test..and i havent study any of them yet..
shit..god bless me...
gosh...really no cure for me..
sweat..as one of my friend's favorite quote..


study..
study..
study...

Deadline

OMG...the deadline is so near,but why am i still slacking around?
i really don't know what to do with myself?struggle for test,struggle for assignment..
projects...when is the end of all this?
i've being tortured by this mentally and i can't even get a good sleep worrying that i might fail this and that subjects....
Screw this semester...
Damn it

New hope

Oh my god,Gundam 00 is so cool in this episode,i love it..
this episode as in episode 22..man..you gotta watch for those who love gundam,
i'm not a fan of gundam,but this episode is the most exciting of all i've watch,first of all is the action scenes,and the new system for the gundam,the so called TRANS-ARM system..man..it's so cool

Somthing

In this crazy life,

within this world,

there's so many things,

what can we really achieve?

what we'll get a hold of that something?

can we really achieve something without giving out something?

Save Myself

No matter what i do,i can't make me feel better,

No matter what i do.i can't erase the guilt i've always felt in my heart,

i've to tried to confess,but to whom shall i confess to?

If i only can find the answer to solve it all..

Sometimes i wish i could save myself..

Save myself from everything.save myself from failing the test,

save myself from receiving the warning letter from the college..

Take a deep breath,stay strong,no matter what,everything will be solve..

We just have to wait,time will come and we'll know the answer..

i don't want to be a slacker,i don't want to be a tailgater..i wanted to ahead of everybody,everything...Everything....

Test

argh...test 2moro...wonder what's gonna come out for the test?
shoot...
STUDY now...
^_^


sad...

good nite ya...

Lagging

Darn...my laptop is always lagging...shit...f***...

i'm so pissed off with it...

arghhhh!!!!!

FLASH BACK

i wish that time could reverse and go back to the old times...
the times that i was always slacking around..
Time,a priceless item..i wish i could take control of that,i wish i could own it..but the fact is that i cant...if i ever have to chance,i'll study hard,i'll appreciate everything i've ever had....
i cant be slacking around this time,its so costly for each and every subject that i study...i cant afford to fail one..i need to work hard...
Appreciate time,appreciate everything...

Regards...

fed up

i'm fed up,i'm torn apart,i've never been so stressfull in my lifetime of study..
its so stress,its so tired,i'm forcing myself to be strong...
haih...duno how long i'll be able to keep up..GOD SAVE ME..
i don't wanna fail any subject of this semester...
Good Luck for me..

^_^

I WANNA PASS..

Stressed Out

Gosh...
all four shots of project comes straight to me,no doubt i'm gonna finish it by next month..but man,its four,i'm just a human,who's gonna help me?SAVE ME PLS......

Anyway,for those who are having a break now,enjoy while u still can..

Cheers...^_^

Good morning

Good morning everybody!!!
How everyone doing?
Just woke up but going to bath and get ready for college soon...so sad..
by the way,i still need to do my assignment afterwards..

Cheers and Enjoy your day..
^_^

Tired

its really tiring for this semester.I've been very busy,i almost can keep up with the class thingy.
Projects,assignments,all they give it one shot,Its not easy thou..
Wonder how am i gonna survive through this semester,but no matter how hard it is,i'll make it through...Gambateh..
Good Luck for myself...
Flash projects,HTML websites,documentations,database projects...haih...Please,for god's sake,Complete it by next month,i hope so..
GOOD LUCK FOR ME...
^_^

An Art Piece(comment please)

Wow!!!!

Since i got nth to do,i mess with my rigs and downloaded a software called ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR CS3(creative suite 3).It's such a powerful software and i love it so much.

Cause i can get my drawing done easily and animated it in FLASH without drawing in the annoying Flash..

My completed artwork using Illustrator.....

So how was it?hehe...

Its over

Its over,finally,Its all over...i'm glad..

I'm glad cause my test is over...haha..i love it,so what?

i still have my damn project which comes four shot simultaneously towards me...so sad..

why i had to be so unlucky this semester?

But i don't want to fail..So,in the end i had to work hard..!!!Cheers..

^_^

Good luck for you and You Guys too!!!!

^_^

After all..WINDOW VISTA HOME PREMIUM

after went thru so many things,i finally get my own cracked copy of Vista Home Premium running.

I wouldn't want to went thru the whole process again as it was so damn irritating.And luckily i got a PRO friend of mine that offered to help me with that.I'm Glad(phew)...

Below are a few screenshot of my Vistas..Cheers.!!!

My wallpaper is nice aint it?

(3d Flip feature...By the memory comsuming Windows Aero Interface)

Its been a while

its been a while since i update my blog,because this while i've been so so so busy,i'm so tired and so sick of all the subjects.

The lecturer is nice but he's just too strict,can't he just loosen up abit?We're not godlike but we're just humans ok?

I hope i can manage to finish all my projects and assignment on times.

I'm just too tired.I need to rest.

I'll update A.S.A.P....

Good luck everybody!!!!