Forfeit the game or?

"Forfeit the game,
Before somebody else takes you outta the frame,
and put your name to the shame,
The pace is too fast you just won't last"-by Linkin Park-Meteora-Points of Authorities

Should i forfeit the game?
i'm thinking to do so...
Am i giving up to early?
I didn't even get in the game...
Can i do it?
Or not?
Wish i could find a way to disappear,
Over and Over again...
Everything that i'm thinking is bringing one step closer to the edge of falling down...
Am i paranoid?
Argh....wish that i could stop thinking...wish that nothing in this world concerns me...
Haiz......i'ma stop writing here and get my ass back to study...
Damn...OMFG...here it goes..another test tomorrow....
Wish me Luck....
See Ya.....