i'm just a kid

i'm just a kid,my life was a nightmare after all....since i've already grown up,but why they still controlling me as if i was a 12 years old kiddo....i really don't understand how they think and what are they thinking......i'm just a kid,nobody cares cos i'm alone in the world and having more fun than me....every night was my worse night ever......nobody wants to be alone in the world...me neither...haihs,college's life starting soon,so nearvous and an awating momment for me...guess i'll stop typing for nw,good nite everybody...have a nice dream....

nth much

as usual,nth much happens 2day..just feel so lucky cos 2day i just sold 6 watches and a bijoux...hehe,feel so proud of myself,or should i say that"maybe i was just lucky"haha...yea maybe....planing to buy myself and XXL chrono watch,but should i buy that 1st or levi's jeans 1st?somebody help me to decide ok ma?thanks so much for my tracy sis and flik bro......will remember you all,will be back even when i studying in my college.....thanks everybody in swatch queensbay...

new shoes....

yay,going to have my new shoe soon...looking forward for that day to come...

2day was a tired day,its been a long time since i went for a swim..

i think it was a story of 2-3 years back then....hehe...anyway,have a look at the pics of my new shoes.....have a nice day everybody....

Afraid

i'm so afraid to make the 1st move,just a touch and we could cross the line,and everytime she's near,i never wanna let her go,should i confess to her whats beneath my heart?why dont i let her know?why don't i show her?what would she say?i wonder would she just turn away and leave or she would promise me that she's here to stay?it hurts me to wait,i keep asking myself why am i so coward?if i never confess,she'll never know how i feel,should i confess?

Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker,why u always wanted to be a heartbreaker instead of me?why u always wanted to made me feel dissapointed?i'm sad when i cant sms u or call u,i'm depress when i couldn't reach you....i'd do anything for you in exchage of holding you in my arms,to try to make you laugh...will you remember me because i know that i won't forget you..many things was left unsaid,but i'll try my best to tell you the truth.....i'd do anything to make you smile.....i'll always be right beside you....

Distance

why am i always concern about you even i am your nobody?why do i get hurt for nothing?i just wanted to be a sunshine of your life,i just wanted to be your garderner while you're the cactus thats hurting me,even if it hurts,i still will continue hugging you,watering you,giving sunshine to you,just wanted to let you know that i'll always be with you when you needed me,but i don't have the guts to tel you the truth,i'm not brave enough,forgive me being so coward...because i was always the cowards after all....i may dont have the guts to tell you,but i just wanted to say it here,i REALLY LIKE YOU SO MUCH.....

Just To Show It To YOU..ITS a GIFT FROM ME...HOPE YOU'LL APPRECIATE IT

Unlucky day

haih,i think that 2day was an unlucky day for me...woke up in the morning and after bath,sudenly started to sneeze,duno y?maybe i was sensitive to the air condition around...but that doesn'nt stop till now,its been the whole day already,felling not well....throats arent so clear,haih.....hope to get well soon.....

torn up day...

i was so damn tired because of my damn colleuge..so damn hate hers....whenever the shops wasnt having any customers,or even wid customers,she'll just went into the storeoom and just laid there,so damn hate her,and made me do the job for her as well...we all get the same pay,so why do i have to do the jobs of 2 person?unless i get extra....damn it....and thanks for my supervisor sister and assistant brother,thank you both for always take care of me..

wad am i thinking actually?haih..so sad....