i'm just a kid

i'm just a kid,my life was a nightmare after all....since i've already grown up,but why they still controlling me as if i was a 12 years old kiddo....i really don't understand how they think and what are they thinking......i'm just a kid,nobody cares cos i'm alone in the world and having more fun than me....every night was my worse night ever......nobody wants to be alone in the world...me neither...haihs,college's life starting soon,so nearvous and an awating momment for me...guess i'll stop typing for nw,good nite everybody...have a nice dream....